Tuesday, December 26, 2006

why do women infantilize words and constantly yap and are catty

1. infantilization- boo-boos, go potty, etc. annoying as hell makes the hairs on my neck bristle
2. constant yapping- what the fuck is it that women have to talk talk talk anything, all the time
3. catty- listening to bed next to me with the janice or someone who is giving gift certitifcates being cheap, the couple who are keepin gup with the joneses hate that stuff-(apparantly not I'm thinking- they need to for people like you on their ass) yadda, yadda, yadda- their hair, clothes, shoes, jeez frikkin; louis mind your own fucking business. add to that you are in the hospital on xmas and you are pulling shit like that.

more knobhead dumbass names! and/or spellings

darvell - 29 f
f as in female

jadynn
destinie
suwannee
shenica
lindsa
tammala

kandy
bobbye

trulisha
shaela

ethylene

myah clairece jayla
allis

yulenda
moniratha em

nnenell
shenita
sarra

how do you know when to call the ambulance?

lets see voluminous vominitng on day 1?

I tend to assume I react more to less because I'm out of shape.. like bad sushi? or overindulgence?

probably, hindsight, day 2 less vomiting, still alot. exhausted, thought of calling 911, while naked on filthy bathroom floor, tp up but, vomit bag at side, thinking, I really need to water at leat, the cats before calling 911, as well as thinking man, I do not want to be found like this and my place is messy.

day 3 no more vomiting, could barely move, hard to breathe- assuming again- so out of shape- after all out of breathe walking garbage to curb with jaw pain, vomit bag at side in bed, can;t get comfortable...

day 4 friday, after much thinking, called ambulance, better breathing but just so hard to walk from a to b knew no way to work and no way to call off work any more decided to risk ambulance and beginning of a 'record' that certain er pts get and just tossed aside as 'x', so i could be off work withour getting a malingerer rep, or insistence to go to doc... except knew couldn't walk to doc, or ....

but made it to kitchen to get cat's fresh water- all out after 4 days- rest of food perhaps one day's left dry, then called 911 at fornt door after pulling on scrub dress from floor.

huh, the ambul. guys couldn't raise a vein for an IV, and I thought I was hamming it up- but you have to or you are ssen as hypochondriac- really dehydrated.

admitted, huh, after vomiting finished I wouldn't have thought, aince they want you out and fast.

dehydrated

thought i'd be out next day and not looking forward to it as i'd be coming home to filth- cat's litter box 5-6 days, no sheets, no towels vs. clean sheets, meals to your bed- even just water meals - overwhelmingly overwhelming.

almost to tears

stayed another day? yes. then they bought in stomache surgery pt- which the nauseaous belching- at that point- i was first ok because still so exhausted - then the blugh, uuuhh, blugh, uuuhh got to me, and of course that mandatory dance west does- sitting with the sick- i wouldn't mind a 'visit' but the sitting? jesus-fucking-chritst what good does that do anyone?

day 2 of that - plus great vomit episode after her ng tube slipped out, the next day, was it-

home please...

home- 7pm , christmas eve.

oh- well- neutered xmas signs at hospital btw.

visitors- lynn surprise, the most critical person visits and is totally wonderful and abridged marsha/emmie- kinda felt judged there- hmm, is she really sick?

Thursday, December 14, 2006

*token* illegals arrested

yeah- big dent.

trans fats: BANNED!
smoking: BANNED!
not using seat belts: BANNED!
personal responsibility: BANNED!

illegals: look the other way\
200 down temporarily
13,999,800 to go until the 200 cross back over.

wiring money to england?

pay to send/ they pay to receive

damn devious money scheme if you ask me

bastard covered bastards at western union

try sending money to china
e-bay ist verboten !!!

turns out lots of folks have run up against draconian measures to prevent terrorism by not sending to arabs for example and chinese oddly enough

princess diana's death ruled accident

and thanks for that TIMELY report.

lotsa saved gripes - paypal

doesn't do china

verry aggravating

moreso when the options are even more diffficult